JUST A POST

I mean WOW!

KENDURI KHATAM AL-QURAN..?

when i done that.. just nothinng happened..But when my bro did...
Kenduri..?

apa yang jadi sebenarnya ni..? aku tak tau la apa nak cakap..
let just say that i am not that lucky!

NASHRIN...........

hmmm. sekarang almost everyday or correctly everynight he call me.said that something
like miss me ... miss to se im smiling..

i know that all just lie.
why i can't just let go this guy?
Like previous relationship, i will just leave and find new one.
so sick now..!

what is so precious to me is all leaving me..

and i say that i am  a bad person.How am i supposeed to act like i am good..?

i realised there will always be a second chance but how many years that second chance will last?
I never want to wonder..!

hmmm

Semalam aku pi rumah angah.Nashrin call..

Dia tanya aku nak pi mana?
Semalam dia dah tido,

so aku called la koyt ingt dia nak angkat tapi x.
Pastu dya called. Dia dah tido tapi sanggup called.bukan sekali tapi dua..

Kalau miss called mesti 6 kali. gila kan?

aku rasa gila lah jugak.x pasal kan?

aku tak berani nak letak harapan yang lebih ..dia sendiri dah ada awek!

past is past

seriously.. Im done with him... Never ever be with him anymore.

instead of using name, i called him bro.!

Lets make a boundary between us..Lets make him know that i also can live without him!

I sense ok with that....


past is past...

MY HEART POST....

Assalamualaikum

Dear diary..

saya officially menggangur..Muahahaha!
Since everything got bored .. I think to only write to you ..MY BLOG.. instead of my diary.
People change so much!
Why this year called selfish year.He only called me when he needed something.I tried to
reject him but i can't!

maybe i'll continue my study at KUIS... KOLEJ UNIVERSITI ISLAM SELANGOR.
WhICH LOCATED in Selangor of course.Maybe when i go
there everything will change according to the new environment..
The kolej is an international collage.HMmm.... i hope can forget anything about him!

There one night when i ask him what is exactly our relationship.. He said we just lil bro and sis.
Hmm..ok.. then i hang up the phone.
I cried so badly ...
Jodoh yang baik adalah untuk orang yang baik.
I don't think that i am a good person.

maktab perguruan ..Masuk ke tak? hmmm?
Semalam dia tak called aku.rasanya boleh tahan kot lepas ni.
Kalau kerap dia tak called atau tak called lansung maybe aku boleh
lupakan dia terus.!

Alhamdulillah ..Aku ok saja.Cuma sakit hati ni tahan lagi.
hahaha..

sangat sakit..Tolong pergi dari hidup saya ya ADIK!

dear diary

Assalamualaikum....


Dear diary...


I really love this guy.but im A bad girl. never will be with any man.,Just me alone in this world...

I crying because of him. for the first time i feel that this man had a big effect on me.i really miss  him
...Thinking of ended our adik angkat-kakak angkat relationships....

Maybe it the time...    :)

Life must go on... I miss the future..please make me grown up....


the ends.....

mee

Assalamualaikum

Dear Diary...

My birthday has past away..Yup.. 20.3.2013 ago...

Hmmm...already finish my N.S.

I love him.. sakit hati bila dia msj aku bila dia nak something..aku tak boleh nak menolak
sebab aku sayang kat dia..Tapi rasanya lepas ni aku tak akan layan dia dah.Aku nak
putus asa kat dia.Please let me forget him...


I want to change my life.I want to forget Nashrin. Hmm...

SPM aku dapat 4A 1 B 3 C 1 G...

Mintak macam macam dah... perguruan..

LUAHAN HATI

assalamualaikum


SAYANGKU


aku sukakan seorang lelaki..

Identiti dirahsiakan.

Dia aku kenal masa aku di plkn.

hhhmmmm..dia seorang yang tinggi.okay la jugak muka dia.

Senyuman dia paling menawan.lesung pipt dia buat hati aku tersenym bila teringat dia senyum..

muka dia macam innocent..

dia dah ada gf kat kem tu.Tapi aku dah putus harapan...


MM..

mAAfkan aku sebab suka kat hang dulu.. tolong jangan buat mcam aku ada harapan nak kat hang..


YOU ARE TOO STUPID TO FALL IN LOVE WITH ME...

Assalamualaikum dears....



Let me tell you something.
I tried to be nice to everyone in my family especially my parents
but seems like they did not accept it well


I right now fell very heart ache.the pain in my heart would't fade away.
Why am i not getiing use to this?
Sedangkan semuanya dah lama jadi.

Aku rasa macam aku ni anak tiri.Sakit hati sangat2.
Aku nak sesuatu barang  tak bleh.Kalau ada alasan yang munasabah
batu aku boleh beli.

Aku harap aku mati ja.